Fan message!

Hey guys this is not a post its a message for ya cause i need to tell you that i am thinking about to delete this blog. its just i don't have that much time and ideas to write as much post as i should. But you could help me! If you have any ideas how the next posts should be then write me in comment or e-mail. :)
I will read your ideas and maybe i found new subjects and opportunities :D
Thanks to all the lovely people who found the time to read my blog!! I really appreciate it!
And i am so sorry for my English ..:)

Love you all! <33

New Year..New Problems??

After the nice New Years eve just for two bey and Jay wanted to go back to work. Bey felt like writing again and Jay had a couple interviews. Back in the studio Bey was creative again and happy to write her feelings down..she wrote 3 new songs and when she came back home she was happy and fulfilled.
Jay was already home and cooking some dinner.
Bey: Hey babe.. hmmh that smells good."
Jay: And it taste good."
Bey: I hope so..*laughs*
Jay: Ah u don't trust in me with cooking huu?"
Bey: *laughs* yes i do..*kisses him*

After the dinner they were very tired so they went to bed and watched a romantic film till they fall asleep.

6months later:
Bey had a new album out and was ready to go on tour.Her first show was in New York City...
Madison square Garden.. Backstage:
Bey was in her dressing room getting ready for the first show
*talking to herself*
Bey: come on sasha u will rock tonight."
Suddenly someone touched her shoulder..
Bey: *shocked*
A man with a black mask stand behind her
Bey: Who are you.. what do you want??"
Man: Shhh"

The man was dressed all black..he started to slide from her arm to her breast
Bey: HEYY.. stop ..AAh"
The man grabbed her very hard and strong.
man: Shut up.. or i'll never let you go."
Bey: Who are you???"
Man: Who i am.. hehe.. you must know me honey..."
Bey: ..I know you?You can't be Dave... he is in prison..or are u Dave??"
Man: *laughs* Who i am is not important.. what i want is what counts."
Bey: What do you want??"
Man: I wont tell you yet..but I'll come back.. and don't forget.. i am always here to watch you. and when u say anything to anyone.. you will see what happens!"
Bey: ok i wont say anything to anyone but please let me go."
Man: *laughs..*
The man let her go and left the room as quickly as he came.
bey was still shocked ..she sat down and thought about the man.. who is this??
Angie: Beyonce...Beyonce...BEYONCE."
Bey: Ahh.. yes what i am here.."
Angie: its time to go ..show time honey!"
Bey: yes...

NEW YEAR...just for 2

The Knowles and carter family had an amazing Christmas filled with peace and love.
It was early in the morning and Bey was awake.. looking out of the window.. seeing the big apple with all the people running threw the streets which where covert with snow...she was lost in the winter wonderland when she realized that jay woke up..
Jay: Morning beautiful.. where u looking at?"*smiles and kiss her*
Bey: Its so beautiful outside.. and i am feeling so blessed."
Jay: The year is almost over.. what a year."*smh*
Bey: yes..crazy year."
Jay: Lets breakfast."
Bey: Alright.. what do u think about a new years eve with just us two?"
Jay: are u serious.. u wont be with your family?"
bey: hmmh.. i just think we were together on christmas..and all and i would like to celebrate new years eve with you..only with you.*kissing him*
Jay: So you wanna start the new year with the person you love the most.*laughs*
Bey: aaahh.. well with the person who means the world to me!"
*they kiss*


Its the new years eve and Jay and Bey are staying home together..
the dinner is ready and they have a romantic time together ..
frank sinatra is playing..the lights of the candles are giving a smoothing light
the food is mselling good and everyone is just perfect.

Jay: I hope u like it..."
Bey: Yes i loove it.its just the way i wanted to be.Thank you."
Jay: would you give me this dance?"
Bey: ooh ok *laughs*
They dancing close and slow
bey: I didn't know you can dance that good.*laughs*
Jay: ooh come on.. i am a king of everything!*laughs*
Bey: *laughs* yes.. of course!"
Jay: why are u laughing??*smiles*
bey: you are hilarious.."
Jay. But its true.."
Bey: yeah right.."
Jay: Well.. when u are a Queen.. My Queen.. then i have to be a King."*kisses her*
They kiss in the moment their lips touched the clock strikes midnight...


I am very sorry again.. for the very late post. But the holidays are near and i promise the next posts will be longer and all! :D
Hope u like it... and i wish y'all a Merry Christmas and a very happy new year! <33
Marie xo

Merry Christmas

Jay z had an amazing birthday with a dinner and a party.. he really enjoyed it.Now its December 20th Christmas is near and Beyonce is shopping with her girls kelly,Solo and Michelle...

In the shop:
Solo: Ooh god it fells good to go shopping again.. all the baby stress at home.. i mean i LOVE to be a mama.. but i missed shopping with ma girls!!"
Bey: I am glad u like it."
Kelly: OOh do y'all have gifts for the family??"
Michelle: Nope.. but i have ideas!"
kelly: Really.. i don't.."
Bey: Me too.. i just have an idea for Solo and john.."
Kelly: Aww me too."
Solo: Alriiiight.. know u make me wanna know it."
Michelle: *laughs* I am ready for a pause.. you too?"
Solo: YES.. i need something to eat.lets go .."

In the late afternoon Bey came home to jay..
Jay: hey babe.. your home."
Bey: Yes.. i thought u would work till 9pm."
jay: nooo.. i choose to come home cause i missed my baby.."
Bey: aww..*Kisses him*
Jay: I missed you so much .."
bey: Me too.. do u have an idea where we could celebrate Xmas this year?"
Jay. At home..?"
Bey: haha.. joke i mean where.. in Houston or New York??"
Jay: What about everyone is coming to us??"
Bey: Like your and my family together in our house?"
Jay: Yep.. no good idea?"
bey: hmmh i don't know if its to much.."
Jay: Naaah .. i don't think.. "
Bey: Okay.. like u wish honey."
Jay. OOawwh.. like i wish.. weell.. i wish u would come closer to me cause i need some LOOOOVE *laughs*"
Bey: *laughs* OOh u really miss me."
Jay: aha.. *kisses her*
jay still kissing her on the neck
Bey: waiiit.. and what should we make for dinner??..You know i can't cook and i can't let my mama do everything.."
Jay: oooh stop thinking about that NOW.."
Bey: NOO.. stop when u want that everyone is coming to us u have to plan with me!"
Jay: yes but not NOW.."
Bey: oooh Jay.."
jay: Shh..*grabs her and take her in the bedroom*
Bey: AAhh.. that is what u want..*laughs* i understand..


Xmasday:
The doorbell rang..
Bey: helloooooo *smiles bride*
Kelly: HEEEY.. merry christmas.. "
bey: Come in.. hey *greeting everyone*
Mom.T: hey Beyonce.. where is jay?"
bey: Hes in the kitchen.."
Solo: You see she is in love with jay.. *everyone laughs* She doesn't even care that her daughter is standing in front of her.. what only matters is JAY.. *laughs*
Mom.T: shuuush thats not true..*giggles and blushes*
The party was in progress  Bey stood in the door to the living room watching the scene.. she was so blessed and happy ..

"If you would like to pain a picture of happiness, Love,family,friends.. and peace you could take this scene and try to get it on one paper.. with all the emotions..I tried to paint you.. but the colors weren't beautiful enough.." to herself...
Jay: You ok..?
Bey:Yes... everything .. is .. just great." *a tear rolling down her eyes*
Jay: I Love you."

Mom.T: the dinner is reaaadyyy...*shouted*"
Bey looked to Jay..
Bey: I love you too.*they kiss*"



 I am very sorry again that i don't post that often but i am very stressed because of school right now.. but i give my best to make you happy! <3
Lots of LOVE
Marie xo

4.December

One week later after bey had a nice meet and greet with some of her biggest fans.
New York is slowly turning into a winter wonderland ..and its December.. that means its Jays Bday and Christmas.Bey was thinking about a big nice party on Jays B'day.. because of all the stress with Dave they didn't celebrate thanksgiving.Still laying in her bed she was thinking about everything.
Jay was taking a shower...

Jay: uuuh.. feeling fresh this morning .. ready to get dressed while I'm walking.."*laughs*
Bey: OOh Jigga man hu"*laughs too*
Jay: Soo i go in the studio today.. have a meeting with Pharrell ..whats your plan for today??"
Bey: I don't know.. maybe i make a day of."
Jay: Are u serious??WoW.. ma workaholic baby is chilling.. *Laughs and kiss her*
Bey: yeaah.. "
Jay: Alright i am out now.."

When jay was gone Bey was still thinking what she could do for his birthday.
She was still thinking when the phone rang..
Bey: Helloo?"
Kelly: Heyyy B.. its you kelly.. i know u busy and all.. but please spend some time with your lovely lovely and sweet kelly *giggles*"
Bey: Aww.. but are u in Houston??"
Kelly: NOPE..*while she was saying it the doorbell rang*
Bey: Oh wait kelly..*walking to open the door..*
Kelly: SUPRIIISE!"*laughs and hugs her*
Bey: OOOh kelly you are crazy."
kelly: I know thats why u love me.. so what are we gonna do??"
Bey: At first come in.."
Kelly: Giirl.. i need to shop"
Bey: Really.. oh nooo i am not for shopping today.. seriously i am exhausted.."
kelly: Alright.. you can just walk with me and after i found ONE good thing i wanna buy.. we can go drink a coffee DEAL??"
Bey laughs
Bey: Aw.. u kill me.. lets go"
kelly: YAAY ..u the best!"
The two girls are going shopping and talk a lot ..
 In the coffee shop
Kelly: Soo its December 1th.. in 3 days its jays bday.. what u going to do??"
Bey: I am already thinking about a party.. but i don't know where and who to come and stuff like that."
Kelly: Are u sure a party would be great?"
Bey: Yes.. u don't?"
Kelly: I thought that you and him maybe could do something together.. just for ya own.. u know.. we had so much stress.. and you need more time with him.. you two work to much seriously!"
Bey: I know.. i miss him everyday i am away from him."
Kelly: What do u think about a nice dinner ?"
Bey: hmmh.. "
Kelly: I am sure he would love it!"
Bey: Okay.. but NOW i need a gift for him.."
kelly: YAAAAAAAY lets go shopping"

They go shopping looking for a nice gift for jay..

in the early evening they were finish when bey came home jay was already there..
Bey: helloooo"*very exhausted*
Jay: Oh look at u..i thought u wanna relax today:"
Bey: Yes..i wanted.. but you never know what happens when u have a friend names Kelly."
Jay: OOh kelly is in New York.. the shop monster*laughs* "
Bey: Yeah.. god ma feet.."
Jay: come here i give u a special message.."
Bey: arrrh *giggles* I love you."

Three days later: Its jays bday..they had a nice breakfast and everything.. but jay wanted to work even on his birthday.. but just till 3O'clock.
As he came home bey was already waiting for him..
Bey: Sooo ma man..its your special day..and i know u wanted to work.. and don't celebrate it but i take u out for dinner.. *jay wanted to say something*..Ah ssshh.. don't say anything just come"

In a nice restaurant they had a nice peaceful and romantic dinner..on their way home Jay looked so happy and lucky.. and Bey was just glad that they had such a great time.
They opened the door turned the lights on ...

"HAPPY BIIIIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAY"
Jay: OMG..."
Kelly,P.Diddy,Kanye,Ty,Pharrell and many more where standing in the living room of their home..
bey: Awww but how did u get in??"
kelly: I took your key *laughs because of beys shocked face* Sorryyyy. i had to do it to surprise ya!"
bey: You so crazy girl!!"*laughs*
Jay: Oh shit.. thank y'all for coming.. ohh daaamn whos idea was it??"
kelly: Mine.. but i wanted to do it for ya two"
Bey: Why didn't u tell me??"
kelly: because u had so much to do .."
P.Diddy: Guys do we wanna talk or do we party here??"
Jay: YES LET THE PARTY BEGIN!"
"WOOOOOHOOOOO"
Bey: Cause we like to partaaaayy"

Meet and Greet

One month is now over since Dereck is back home.. the family is above lucky that he is alive and everything went well. Bey had to tell them what she has done to get him back.Solo isn't mad at bey anymore..and the whole family is just happy. bey and Jay are back in New York and bey is ready to  work again. She did many interviews.. but of course did not talk about all her family stuff.. as always very private..shoot a couple of videos and now she was ready to for a meet and greet with some fans.
New York city:
Dereon shop:
A row of bey stans were standing out of the shop waiting for bey to come.
As she arrived they started to scream and cry..bey smiled back and the first 5 fans walked in.. they were nervous as hell and some of them were crying.
Bey smiled nicely when said hello..
Bey: hey ladies.. how are you??Whats your name?"
they giggled. their names where .. Ivana,Ruby,Rebecca,Sara and Esther...
Ivana: OMG By..i am so happy that i have this chance to meet ya..OMG!"
Ruby: OOh god ..yes we love u Bey.."
Rebecca: OOh.. i am about to cry.."
Esther: Can we make a picture pleeeeaaase."
Bey talked with them for an hour and made some pics.. they were so happy and Bey loved it to have some time with her amazing fans. But in the late afternoon she was ready to go home..
At home:
Bey: Jaaayy??"
Jay: Yup.. wassup ?"
Bey: Oh god i am exhausted!"*smiles*
Jay: How was your day ??"
Bey: Good.. met some crazy fans *laughs* i can tell my fans are amazing...ooh but now i need some food."
Jay: *laughs* hahaha.. Yess i knew you would need it.. so i cocked something for ya."
Bey: Oh really?? Awww babe.. i love you!"*kissing him*
Jay: oooh.. i missed ya...please i know u a workaholic but i need more time with you!"
Bey: ooh..but i also need my work to get away from all the stress we had with Dereck,Dave and all..."
Jay: I know.. but thats why i am here*points on himself*
bey laughs..
Bey: Jay.. i am here and tomorrow i have nothing to do..sooo .."
Jay: YESSS"*kissing her*
Bey: OH BABY!"




This post was dedicated to some of my loyalest fans and reader :D I am soo thankful for your support and love :) that means so much to me! Keep reading my post.. hope u like it.. i try to upload soon!
Lots of Love Marie xo

Finally back???!!

Beyonce was on her way to her old school ,where she meet Dave who wanna give her Dereck back.
She opened the big door silently stepped in and was in a big hall.. no one was there school was already over and you could only see a few things.

She was scared to go on.
Bey: Hello?*shouted*
No one answered..
She went on...
Bey:*shouted again* Hellooo?Dave??"
*BANG* she shocked ...she turned around to the direction where she thought the noise was coming from.
Bey: Dave are u there??"
Still no answer ...she kept going when suddenly someone grabbed her arm.she screamed
Bey: AAAAAAAAh.."
Dave: SHhhh...Shut your mouth and come with me!"*he said in a very strict voice*
bey: Where is Dereck??"
Dave brought her in a big dark room..she couldn't see till the lights where turned on..it was a classroom..
Bey: Dave where is dereck!"
dave: before i give him back.. you have to do something!"
Bey: What?"
Dave: I'll give you Dereck when u don't tell the police or anyone where i am and where they can find me!"
Bey: thats all?But first is he alive is he fine?"
Dave: he is fine..better than before.. he is with his dad..had an amazing time and all."
Bey: Shut up!You are a peace of shit!No one dad would ever do this to his own child!"
Dave: What..i did nothing wrong. well maybe i should have told yu that i would take him when i am not aloud to see him.. but its my son i don't have to tell anything to anyone or ask anyone to have some time with MY son."
Bey: You know exactly why you were not supposed to see him!!"
Dave: You said it..but your just the aunt."
BEy: Don't act like u don't know what u have done in the past!Such a crazy psycho human is dangerous for a lil small born baby!As u can see.."
Dave: I am not crazy..i just do what i wanna do."
bey: Whatever.. where is he..?"
Dave: oh i forgot to say ..i don't know where i let him..you have to search for him but he is in this school."
bey: That was not the plan!"
dave: ..."
bey: If u don't tell me where he is now..i will tell everyone who u are!"
Dave: here he is..*points on the wardrobe *
Bey: what You've let him in there???Are u crazy??oh my bed of course you are!"
Dave laughed
Dave: he is fine..he is sleeping so u better shut up..otherwise he will wake up."
Bey opened the wardrobe and saw Dereck sleeping in a baby bag.
Bey: ooh baby dereck are u ok???Oooh shhh auntiie BB is here..everything is okay!"
bey turned around ..but Dave was gone..
Bey:Dave..?"
after a couple of calls she was on her way home..

Everyone was already missing her..but when they saw Bey with a lil baby on her arms..they knew exactly what was going on..
Solo ran over to her in tears but smiling..
Solo: OOOh maaaa goood! My baby ..my baby*crying*
Mom.T: OOOH he is back!"
*dereck started to cry*
kelly: everything is ok babe you're back home.*looked at Bey smiling*
jay came and hugged bey looking at Dereck...smiling.
Jay:*whispering in her eyers*
I don't have to ask where the fuck u where.."
Bey: Noo "
Jay: I hope he did nothing to you"
Dave: Noo..he didn't."
Jay hugged her very tight and kissed her...

No Police

The next day.
Dereck is now 24 hours away the police is searching for Dave who kidnapped Dereck. Solange is sitting at home with Kelly,Michelle,John and Momma Tina...She is still totally mad at Bey for not telling her about Dave.
Bey is frustrated and sad Jay is with her trying to bring comfort to her.

In the living room the police is here to tell them how far they are.

Solo: Any news??"
Police: We no that he still is in Houston.. but he changed the hotel."
Mom.T: And did they see if he has a baby with him??"
Police:sadly we have noo news if he had anyone with him!"
Michelle: OMG..we lose time!"
Police: I'll promise we do everything we can to find him!"

Beyonces room.
Beyonce is laying in the bed looking very sad. Jay is with her holding her hands.
Bey: I am a terrible sister and aunt."
Jay: No you don't stop saying this!"
Someone is calling for Jay...
Jay: Sorry..i'll look who is calling"
While Jay was downstairs.. beyonces phone rings.
Bey: hello?"
Dave: Hey Bey..."
Bey: DAVE??!"
Dave: I call you to tell you that Dereck is alive.. and he will be it when U come ..without Police to me and bring me sum."
Bey: You are the baddest craziest person i've ever met!"
Dave: You have 1 hour."
bey: Where the fuck are you?"
Dave: I am in your old school.When u tell someone that i've called Dereck will be died."
Bey: I'll come."

Jay came back...
Bey sitting in the bed looking very scared.
Jay: Are u ok?"
Bey: yes..i ..i just need some fresh air."
Jay: Ok lets go out.."
Bey: Noo..no I i go alone."
Jay: really??...Are u okay?"
Bey. Yes i i just need some time alone!"
Jay:Ok."*looking very confused*
Bey went out alone..on her way to the school... to Dave..and hopefully Dereck.

Where is Dereck?!

Solo was laying on the ground crying and Tina was talking to her in a nice soft voice.John was standing at the Derecks bed looking very shocked and confused.
Jay: What happened?"
Bey:What ..what is with Dereck where is he?"
Mom.T: He isn't in his bed..."
Bey: what?..maybe..maybe kelly is downstairs with him ..or in the park or Michelle is playing with him..did u think about that?!"*solo looked at her still crying*
Solo: He is GONE...someone broke in our house and took him with him."
Then Bey popped it in her head. DAVE...
She was standing shocked and scared not knowing what to say...
Jay: I'll call the police..*looking to Bey* Are u alright??"
Bey:..Noo..*whispering* noo...Daa..*John interrupts her*
John: I go drive threw the streets to search for him."
Jay: *still looking at Bey* Bey??..."*bey looked at him and then she passed out...jay could catch her before she dropped on the floor.


After 5 min. she woke up..Jay was talking to her she was laying on the sofa now..
Jay: Bey can u hear me??"
Bey: What happened??"
Jay: You were passed out..here drink some water."
After she drank her water she looked at Jay...
Bey: Where is Solo and Mom and John and Kelly...and Michelle and what is with Dereck?"
Jay: John is still driving threw the neighbour hood the rest is upstairs but Tina and Michelle wanna drive to the police station now and Kelly is by Solo ...What did u wanna tell me ?"
Bey: Jay..i did something very wrong..*starts crying* Dave ......Dave was hear two days ago..and he wanted to see Dereck."
Jay: What he was here?? why didn't u tell me earlier??"
Bey: i thought it doesn't matter he wanted to see Dereck..and i sad noo..and after few minutes he left and i thought its okay..he is fine with it now.. but then yesterday night when we came back home i heard some weird noises in Derecks room and ..god..i feel so guilty...but i didn't matter cause i never thought about something crazy like that. And now Dereck is gone..and Dave has him...I am so scared!"
Jay: Its okay babe!We gonna find Dave ..hopefully he wont do anything to Dereck*talking to himself*

After 2 hours Michelle and Tina came back from the police station..
Solo and Kelly came downstairs to hear the news.
Mom.T: They sad they can't do much for us right now..cause they don't know anything important about the person who could have Dereck.. But they will come to see his room and make a DNA check and all."
Solo: WHAT..they can't do something they calling police and they can't do anything?? WHAT??"
Jay looked to Bey..
Jay: tell em."
Bey: Guys...i have to tell u sumn."
Tina: What is it?"
Bey: I know you stole Dereck."
Everyone: WHAAAAAAAAAT?!"
Mom.T: Are u serious??"
Bey: yes i am its Dave.."
Solo: DAVE????"
Bey: yes Dave.. he wanted to see his son he said ..but i didn't let him in..so i guess he did it his way."
Solo: Are u kidding me??How long do u know this?"
Bey: he came two days ago..but i didn't know he would do that!"
Solo: WHAT?? Why did't u tell us?? Aren't we your family are we not aloud to know if the stupid psycho crazy Dave is around our family and specially my son..??Whats wrong with u Bey?? "
Bey: I am sorry...Solange babe.. really i am so so sorry. i didn't want to happened that!"
Solo. But it happened..and u better pray that Dereck is still alive!"
Michelle: Solaaange stop.."
Solo: NOOO...My sister my big sister who i always loved and supported did this to me?"
Bey: Solo.. please..i really sorry."
Solo walked out of the room Michelle looked at Bey and walked after Solo.
Kelly looked at Bey..
Kelly: Oh giirl.."
walked out of the room everyone was left but Jay.
Bey: o my whole family hates me..i mean they have to what i did was wrong and admits no excuse."
Jay: Don't be so hard to yourself. You didn't know that Dave was able to go so far..well but u should have told us right after he was here!"
Bey: I know...i know.. Oh god I hope Dereck is fine...if he is dead..i could never ever live without thinking about what i should have done!"
Jay took her in her arms hugged her very close.

Person in the dark

Bey: How can u dare came up with this idea to come to us after all you've did and think you could see the baby ...?"
Dave: I..i've changed really!!"
Bey: OOh god..just leave..i don't wanna listen to all these lies!"
Dave: I am very sorry for what i've done.. but pleeease give me this one chance to see my son."
Bey: How do u know its a boy??"
Dave: ..I..I am Dave..you know the stalker.."
Bey: GOD...and how long have you been around our house?"
Dave: Long enough to see sum nice."
Bey looked very confused but then she remembered she and jay were having sex in the living room.
Bey: GOD you are disgusting!"
Dave: No i am not Bey..please stop thinking of me like that!"
Bey: Ok i am done..*turns around* JAY...*Dave grab her to shut her mouth*
Dave: PPPSSSSt.. don't call him..please just let me in for a second i just wanna see him one minute!"
Bey bit him..
Dave: OUCH..."
bey: You are crazy... leave or i'll call the police.."
Dave: Beyonce.. please i beg for one minute..and then i'll be away and you will see me never ever again! Promise!"
Bey: Why aren't you in jell?"
Dave: They let me out earlier."
Bey: That was wrong they should have kept you there for ever!"
Dave: You don't mean that!"
Bey: Oh yes i do!"
Dave: Okay.What can i do that you let me in just for a minute please!"
Bey: There is no chance Dave.. leave or i will call the police seriously !"
Dave: Okay see you tomorrow Beyonce."*he leaves*
Bey walked inside the house turned the lights out and was still very confused and shocked..when she came in the bedroom she saw jay sleeping already so she went to bed too..
Next Morning:
Everyone was awake and when Bey walked downstairs she saw the family happy sitting in the living room watching the baby sleeping in Solos arms.
Jay: Morning babe.."
Bey: Why didn't u wake me up?"
Jay: You were sleeping so tight..so i'll let u sleep was that wrong?"
Bey: Noo..noo."
Jay:Are u alright?"
Bey thinking if she should tell them about Dave..but she was still tired and thought they were so happy right now and Dave was away so she thought maybe another time.
The whole family went to the park and had some relaxing and peaceful time together.
When they came back they made dinner and after the dinner Bey and Jay went to the cinema.
They came back late in the night and everyone was sleeping already.. so they went upstairs to their room. When bey walked past by Derecks room she thought she heard something..but she wasn't sure.So she went to bed..
Early in the morning:
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"
Bey woke up because she heard someone screaming.
Jay: who was that?"
They jumped out of the bed and walked out of the room.. they saw everyone running into Derecks room ..when Bey looked in she saw Solo crying on the floor...

Father and Son

The baby party for Dereck was a great all the friends and the family were there andon the next day Solange nad the rest of the family were able to go home.

Back home:
Solo: finally home..aaah!"
Bey: Welcome home baby boy."
Jay: God i am tired.Is everyone hungry?"
Mom.T: Jay sit down thats my job."
Jay: Noo take a break tina i'll cook something."
Bey: Aww isn't he the cutest?!"
Solo: I lay dereck in his bed so he can sleep."
John: I'll help ya."


After Jay cooked something for the family they had an very nice dinner ..when everyone was asleep except jay and bey they had some private time.

in the living room:
Sitting on the couch
Jay: OOh babe stop cleaning and come to me."
Bey: When i am finish.I don't want that my mother has to do anything."
Jay: Everything is clean pleeeaaase babe come here."
Bey*giggles* in a minute..."
Jay:UUgh..*stands up grabbing Bey from the kitchen to the living room on the couch*
Bey: OOOH Jay...hahaha"
Jay: OOOH sexy lady.."
bey: Shhh don't wake dereck or the others."*laughs*
Jay: Sorry i can't be quite when i see you.."
They kiss jay started to pull of her shirt
Bey. OHH Jay.."
Jay: shhh...just enjoy."
Jay undressed her and started to kiss her belly she was enjoying it
Jay sopped...
Bey: Whats wrong?"
Jay: I..i thought i saw somebody at the window."
Bey: Really??"
Jay: forget it.."
They kiss and make love till midnight. they were about to go to bed when bey saw someone at the window..she was shocked.. but without thinking she opened the door and walked over to the window ...when she saw the person she stopped immediately...
Bey: Noo nooo way.."
Dave. hello Beyonce."
Bey: What are u doing here??"
Dave: I wanna see my son."




Sorry for this very short post but the next one will be longer i promise.
I will go on a class trip tomorrow soo you have to wait till next weekend! Sorry <33

Love y'all <33

Dereck

After Bey got the call of Tina that the baby boy has a problem they drove to the hospital where Michelle and kelly were already there. They looked shocked and very scared..
Bey: What happened with the baby is he ok??"
kelly: He has a heart failure.The doctor is trying to save his life!"*she started to cry*
Bey: OMG *hugs her*!
Jay: Oh shit. I look after Tina."
Bey: No wait i#ll look after her and Solo you stay here..and look after John!"
Michelle: john is with Solo..she is so sad and scared!"
Bey walked in the room.Seeing Solo crying and Tina holding her hand talking to her..
Bey: Oh my god...!"
Solo:God can't do this to me..bey..he can't do this to me..my son!"
Bey: He will survive baby!I can feel it he is a big boy!"
Mom.T: Yes lets pray for him!"
Jay and co walking in the room.
They praying and talking about Dereck when the doctor walked in.
everybody stopped talking and looked in his eyes...
Doc: I did everything i could!"
Solo: Please..."
Doc: He is a life..everything went well!"
Solo: OMG THANK YOU!"
Kelly jumped in the doctors arms and everyone was soo excited and happy.
 Michelle: OOH everything is great and aaah god i was so scared. NOW we have to make a welcome baby party!"
Kelly: OMG yes that sounds great..!"
Michelle:I know...i always have great ideas!"
Bey: Guys u crazy.. clam down.."
Solo: I love you guys..omg i am so happy!"
Mom.T: Me too."*walked out of the room*
Bey wanted to look after her but Jay stopped her.
Jay: I go.You stay here with your sisters!"
Bey: Thanks babe."
Jay walked after Tina...
Mom.T: I ..i just need free time!"
jay: Is everything okay miss tina?"
Mom.T: I told u don't call me like that!"
Jay: sorry Tina.So whats wrong can i help you?"
Mom.T:I...I am so excited that Dereck is a life and all he is a cute beautiful boy..and i am so happy to have him now in our world but I am scared..i am scared that i can't be there for you..or that i haven't been here for my girls in the last months.I mean...when this happen with Solange...I ..I thought that would have been happen when Matthew were still here ..he you know Jay..he was very stupid sometimes and also very hard to my girls but because of him the family had never to struggle with such problems like the pregnancy and the crazy guys like Dave ...oh Jay...you have to listen to that..i am sorry."
Jay: No Tina don't sorry. Look.. Your girls are amazing and everything you do is perfect!You are a great mother ...and now a great grandmother!I understand that you miss your husband but u are a beautiful strong woman..and i don't know if u realize that but do u see how much both of the girls Bey and Solo look up to you?! And not just bey and Solo... kelly and Michelle..you are a beautiful role model.So Tina go back to your family and enjoy the moment!"
Mom.T: Wow i have never thought that you are such a great speaker jay..oh ok you are a rapper."*laughs*
Jay: hahah well that has nothing to do with that but i ..you have to know..i had a great mother!"*laughs too*
They go back where the others are laughing and talking ..in the middle is Dereck.. sleeping and looking so peacefully.


The next day.
Everyone stayed in the hospital with Solo John and Dereck they were having their breakfast when suddenly Michelle and Kelly stood up and began to sing happy birthday...the door opened and people came in..people who were great friends of the family..everybody had a lil gift for Solo and the baby..a cake with 2 candles one for the birth of Dereck and one for the "rebirth" ..they calling it like that.. because he survived the operation.

Bey saw Jay standing at the wall looking in the room.
Bey: You ok baby?"
Jay: yes..i am just happy."
Bey: Happy because of Dereck?"
Jay: Happy because of everything!"
Bey: Aww i love you babe!"
*they kiss*

New Life

They are on the way in the hospital cause Solo is in pain..
Solo was about to give birth...
Bey was with her Jay was waiting outside
kelly and Michelle were arriving.
kelly: So whats happening Jay?"
Jay: she is about to give birth!"
Michelle: OMG aaw"
Kelly: Aww i can't believe it!"
Michelle: Give me the phone i'll call John and tell him the news."
Kelly: Do we should tell Dave too?"
Jay: Are u crazy.."
Kelly:That was just a joke.."*laughs*
Jay: Oh ..okay!"
kelly: whats wrong?Why are u so serious?"
Jay: I am just nervous..."
The door opened and Bey came out with tears in the eyes..
Bey: Its a boyyy!"
Kelly & Michelle: AWWWWWWWW!"
Everyone entered in the room where Solo lays in the bed very tired but lucky.
The little boy was laying in her arms.
Michelle: OMG Solo he is soo cute!"
Kelly: What is his name?"
Solo:Dereck"
Bey: Pretty name."
Jay: congrats Solo"
Solo: Thank you Jay."
Bey: Where is Tina..?"
Kelly:Wasn't she with you?"
Solo: Noo.."
Jay: I go look after her."
After 30 min jay came back with Tina..
Bey: Mom where have u been?"
Mom.T: I..i was praying."
Mom.T: Oh my little daughter*kisses Solo* Ooh what a beautiful young boy..welcome Dereck."
Solo:How do you know?!"*suprised*
Mom.T: I just know.."
Bey: Mom your crazy!"
*everyone is laughing*

They were just so amazed by the baby...that they didn't realize how late it was..Tina stayed in the hospital by Solo and Dereck and John who came to them. Kelly and Michelle went home and Jay and Bey also.
at home...
Bey: aww he is sooo cute...soosooo cuuute!"
Jay: Yes he is...but i got scared in the car while i drove her in the hospital. I thought PLEASE wait till we get there."*bey laughs*
Jay: That wasn't funny at all!"
Bey: aww poor jay poor poor jay !"*teasing him*
Jay: yeah..i need some love now to relax."
They kiss and and hug.
They ate and watched TV ..Bey called every friend and family member to tell them the big news and when they wanted to go sleep the phone rang.
Bey:hello?"
Mom.T: Hey bey..*nervous*
Bey: Mom..why do you cll is something with you Solo or the baby?"
Mom.T: the baby is not feeling good."
Bey: OMG MOM...What happened?!"
To be continued ....


I am soooo sorry for the very late post! But i hope you like this one..to all my reader and followers I love you ;-) <33
The next post will come next week I don't have much time in the next days so please sorry for that!

Much Love Marie xx

No Daddy No

The next morning after they got the result of the test which says that Jay is NOT the father..everyone is very happy about it..and just because they need some relaxing time besides all this stress they travel to Houston.
They arrive:

Mom.T: GUUUYS ..i am so excited to see ya!"
Bey: OHH momma me too!where are the others??"
Mom.T: solange and the girls are in the house..they are waiting for you!"
Jay: hello miss knowles.."
Mom.T: hey Shawn good to see you.."
In the house...
Kelly: OOOH BEY BEY u are hooome"
Solo is sitting on the sofa.. her belly is pretty big already.
Bey: Aww Solo look at u"
Solo: yes i am getting fat..*laughs*
Kelly: hello daddy...*to jay*"
Jay: ehm well I am very happy that i am not the dad!"
Michelle: Yeah...we too."
Mom.T: I am sorry for this boy..that he has such a bad mother.."
Bey: Did the media ask u about the story?"
Kelly: Oh yeah..but we don't say anything as always babe.."
Solo: Well...as long as u be nice to me i wont tell them ..*everybody laughs*
Bey. You still my Solo *laughs* well preggo but my lil sistaa!"
Kelly: Well i am hungry and we cooked great food soo lets go!"
Solo: YES FOOD!"
Bey: oh yeah u must be my sis.*all laugh*AAh its good to be back home.."
Jay: yeah and not with this stupid man like me hu?"
bey: exactly..*laughs* ooh i love u ..*kissed him*"
kelly: Alright enough romantic..the food is finish!"
They have a nice dinner and fun laughing and joking and just forget about all the stress in the past.


The next morning in Houston.


The family is having their breakfast ...
Bey: OOh that is good!"
Jay: yes..i love the pancakes Mis knowles"
Mom.T: Oh please call me Tina.."
Jay: Sorry i forgot it"
Kelly: GOOSSH..i couldn't sleep just because of the cute couple next to me..they were "talking" the whole night"
Bey blushing and jay had to smile bride..
Solo: hahaha yeaaaah "
Michelle: Oh yeah they were..ehm loud."
Kelly: yesss..they had fun hu *to bey*"
Bey: shut up..."
Solo: AAAAAAAAAAAh*grabs her belly*
Mom.T: whats wrong babe??"
Solo:I don't know..i feels like someone is hitting me in the belly!"
Bey: OOh do u wanna go in the hospital?"
Kelly: I'll call em."
Michelle: I bring u water..."
Solo:I don't need a fucking water i need to go to the doctor NOW."
Mom.T: Jay take my car and bring her in the hospital!"
Jay: Alright..lets go Bey help me ."
Solo:AAh it hurts soo much!"
Bey: You will be ok honey ."
The drove in the hospital...


Thank you all for reading my blog ;) <33 I could say this over and over again!
Because of a family situation it could be that the next post have to wait a little bit...i hope you excuse me for that!
Lots of Love <33
Marie

Daddy

Jay was holding Bey very tight..she was still crying but not fighting against him..
As she stopped Jay sat her down on the sofa and sat in front of her looking deep in her eyes.

Jay: Bey..I love u ..and that wont stop just because a stupid bitch came to tell me that kid is mine."
Bey: She said that you were playing with you son in the garden when i called you...is that true?"
Jay: What?? How was she able to pick up my phone?!"
Bey: Is it true?"
Jay: Noo..i told ya i was at the doctor making the test and she sat in the waiting room..oooh shit i guess i forget it there!"
Bey: aha...yeah right"
Jay: really Bey..u have to trust me..i would never ever say that or let this hoe pick up my phone!"
Bey: So she was lying .."
Jay: yeah...of course she wanted that you believe her and all."
Bey:  Oh Jay..why is she here..everything could be perfect really..oooh damn!"
JAy: I know*grabs beys hand*"
Bey: I am tired..."
Jay: Go sleep babe.."
Bey went sleep and jay was about to go when Bey grabbed his arm..
Bey: No please stay.."
Jay: Okay *kissed her*



The Next morning:
Bey woke up but Jay had left the hotel room very early...Bey put on her clothes and was ready to break fast .
After she finished it she went back to their apartment.
She opened it and no one was there..so she took a shower and made something to eat. Then the phone rang:
Bey: Hello?"
Doctor: Hello misses Carter?"
Bey: No..ehm..yeah?"
Doctor: We have the result of the test..i know i said it would take a week but i already have it."
Bey: Oh ok but my husband isn't at home.."
Doctor: Okay so should i call later or do you want to come talk personally ?"
Bey: I'll talk with him and but yeah i think its better to come and talk personally."
Doctor: Ok good bye misses Carter."
They hang up...
Bey called Jay and told him that the result was already there.So Jay came home from work and they drove to the doctor where Chloe and her son were already there.
Chloe: So are u ready to become a daddy?"
Jay: Lets see what the doctor say!"
 The Doctor came ..
Doc: Sooo we have the result..and it says that Mister Carter is ..ehm wait...oh yeah there.. Mister Carter is NOT the father .."
Chloe: WHAT?! That is impossible!"
Bey: THANK GOD!"
Jay: Shut up Chloe...the test proves it..!"
Chloe: Noo noo thats not right i want a new test! NOW!"
Doc: Please calm down..and the test says it.."
Chloe: FUCK! AAH FUCK..you dumb ass Nigga..why ..aah why!
Jay: Damn Chloe calm down!"
Chloe: U fucking bitch...u stole my man..yeah..and u don't really love him!You just want his money slut!"
Bey: Shut up.."
Jay: Lets go Bey..."
Jay and Bey leave the doctor ...

At home:
Jay grabbed bey in the second the door was closed.
He kissed her deeply and lay her on the bed..he started to undress her and himself..he started to kiss her up down from the neck to her belly...and up again..
Bey: I Love you."

Believe ...don't believe

Hey at first I wanna say a BIG BIG Thank you to all of you who is reading my blog!! I feel very honored and i absolutely appreciate it! I hope my future posts will be as good as my past and you keep enjoying it..enough said..i also wanna say that i go on vacation tomorrow so the next posts have to wait till i come back home..sorry for that! :)
Much Love Marie...and now enjoy...


Jay picked the phone up speaking very fast..and nervous.
Jay: bey..please where are u are u ok???"
Bey: I'm fine..I am in a hotel."*she spoke seriously*
Jay: I am so sorry babe...but I'll prove u that he isn't my son..and everything is good again."
Bey: It isn't that he could be ur son..its just ...huu.. can we just have a peaceful life without the history of us  interrupting us every time?!First Dave and now this bitch..-.- Jay i know u slept around with many girls but I didn't matter till now.Jay..I don't know if we can keep up our love ..when always bitches like Chloe .."*jay interrupted her*
Jay: Bey please don't talk like that..you talk like we can't be together no more..Beyonce I love u and yes I wasn't that good person in my past..but i've changed..and I found some one i want to be together forever!"
Bey: I know..i feel the same ..but its hard for me to always be confronted with your past...and everyone will think ohh now thats his new bitch hu..i don't wanna be known like this!"
Jay: Well u aren't you are Beyonce...the superstar..why should people think that..just because of me?! I don't get it. Really..and if u saying that I am not what you deserve..well maybe u right!But I love you and you love me..and that all matters!"
Bey: I..i cant clear think right now..i'll call you back..and u make a test if he is your son or not!"
Jay: I will..babe please come home.."*bey hang up*
Jay was standing in the room for like 15 minutes..thinking about Bey..when the doorbell rang.
It was Chloe with Michael ..
Chloe: Soo lets go make a test!"
Jay: Yes..let that be over very fast!"
Chloe: What did u say?"
Jay: nothing..lets go."
They were driving to the doctor to make the test..
Doctor: Mister Carter?You ready? we can make the test now.."
When jay was away his phone rang..he left it in the waiting room by accident ..so Chloe picked it up..
Chloe: Hello?"
Bey: ehm..who is there??"
Chloe: Chloe..who is there??"
Bey: oh wow..ok..where the fuck is jay??"
Chloe: Oh is it u beyoncee??hehe oh he is playing with his son in the garden..huuu..I am really sorry for u..i didn't wanted to disturb your relationship with jay..but well..he just loves me..u have to deal with it."
Bey: Shut the fuck up..give me jay."
Chloe: Like i said..he is in the garden i don't think he wants to speak to ya!"
Bey: alright..bitch.."*she hang up*
After an hour jay came back..they had made the test but the result of it will be out in 1 week.
Jay drove back home..as he saw that Bey called him..he called back .
But Bey didn't pick up..he was worried...after 3 hours of not knowing what to do he searched after Bey's hotel on the Internet...but no press was writing about it ..so he began to call a couple of hotels..and when he thought that doesn't make sense and to give up he found her..
Jay: So she is in the hotel??"
Hotel: Yes..Mis Knowles came yesterday..."
Jay hang up and drove to the Hotel..he got a key to the room ..and was on the way to her..
He knocked at the door..but nobody was there..so he opened it and waited till Bey got home..
bey came in to her room...
Jay was sitting on the couch..and very nervous.
Jay: Hey babe.."
Bey: AAAh *screams and let her bags fall on the ground*
Bey: DAMN jay..what the fuck are u doing here...god i had a heart attack!!"
Jay helped her picking up her stuff
Jay: I am so sorry baby..i needed to see you.You look amazing babe.."
Bey: yeah..leave me alone."
Jay: What did i do??"
Bey: hmmh..i don't know..maybe you lied to me !"
Jay: What..noo i didn't really..why?"
Bey: On the phone u told me that you love me balbla whatever..and then when i called u back u were together with thsi fucking hoe and her son??"
Jay: WHAT?How do you know that??"
Bey: Soo its true.."
Jay: yes i was..but just at the doctor making the test.."
Bey: and ..are u the father?? Are u a happy daddy *starts to scream* with a beautiful bitch ..is that what u want this bitch Chloe with you son..ooh yeaah i loved u beyonce..oh well but i got to know that i have a son with an ex girlfriend ..oh i think we should the fuck brake up.."*starts to cry*
Jay hugged her..
Bey: no.get of me..get of me please..*bawling*
Jay kept her hugging 
Jay: shh..Bey..i would never ever in million years do or say that to you..I love you Beyonce!"

The Past

 Bey stood in front of the woman with the child..it was a boy..he looked very bored, the woman looked kinda weird..with a very tight jeans heals and a blue t-shirt which had a hole in the middle of it..her hair was black with a red streak the whole situation was weird...


Bey: ehm can I ask what do u want from Shawn?"
Woman:I think that is a thing just between me and him..soo is he at home?!"
Bey: No he is at work..but he will come home soon."
Bey let the woman and the child in ...
Bey: Sooo what is your name?"
Woman: oh..I am Chloe and that is Michael."
Bey: aha.."
Chloe: And you? Are u Shawns sister or sum?"
Bey: Oh ehm noo..noo I am Beyonce...*looking very confused*and I'm jays girlfriend..and future wife."
Chloe: Oh really?!"
Bey: yes..*hears someone at the door* Oh that must be him.."
Bey: Jay?"
Jay: Yeah its me.."
Jay walks in the room ..
Jay: Shit."
Chloe: Hey Shawn."
Bey: Jay can u explain me that?"
Jay: I..i don't even really know what to explain."
Chloe: Well i can explain it..This here *pointed on Michael* Is your son Michael...yes..he is 6 years old."
Jay: What? that can't be true..we were together for like..4 months or sum.."
Chloe: Well enough to get pregnant.."
Bey: EHM HELLOOO?! Jay can u please explain me this???"
Jay: Babe i don't know what to say..i mean yes this is Chloe..we were together for a couple of months but this can't be my son..u know exactly how u slept around with other guys while u was with me..our relationship based on sex and how i was with other girls you were with other boys so what makes you so sure that this must be my son?!"
Chloe: I know it..i knew from the second i got to know i was pregnant. Look at him..isn't he looking just like u Shawn??"
Bey: I cant believe this.."
Bey took her stuff and run out of the house jay tried to stop her ..
Jay: Bey please..you have to believe me..please...he cant be my child..BEY listen to me..!"
Bey: NOO...no Shawn."
Jay: Bey.."
*Bey walked away and Jay stood at the door looking after her*
Chloe: Now shes gone..what a bitch..i didn't know that is your type of girl u like."
Jay: Shut up..shut the fuck up.."
Chloe: Why are u yelling at me?"
Jay: You came to me after 6 years to tell me..oh i think this boy is your son..what the..and i am SURE he isn't ..And i want a test!!"
Chloe: Wow...you changed a lot. *started to cry* I thought you may be happy and surprised to hear that u have a son..but now u are with such a bitch and u forgot about me and everything??Did i mean nothing to you??Was our relationship nothing just fun??"
Jay: RELATIONSHIP? Gosh giirl we just had sex...it was just for fun..!"
Chloe: I didn't know you think like that."
Jay: Oh god..please can u just leave?Please.."
Chloe: No..I'll stay till u sy that Michael is you son."
Jay: We gonna make a test and I'll show u that he isn't and when i showed u that u will leave me the fuck alone me and my family..and specially my girl!"
Chloe: you wanna marry this B**...i mean Beyonce hu?"
Jay: yes...i love her!"
Chloe: yeah..like u loved every girl in your life.Next year will it be an other girl.."
Jay: No it wont..but why do i have to tell u that..just leave the fucking house!"
Chloe: Alright..but i'll come back...you listen?!"

When Chloe and Michael had left the house jay tried to call Beyonce.
the phone rings ..
Jay: Bey please pick up.."
But her phone was off...so he spoke a message on it.
Jay: Bey..please don't ignore me now...i am sorry for what happened today..I ..I don't know what to say..I love you Bey and i know that is not my son and please come home..ple*click* The message was over.
Jay was frustrated and so he called the family in Houston..
Mom.T: Hello?"
Jay: hello Tina its me Jay..ehm i have a weir question is Bey kn Houston or did u heard something from her?"
Mom-.T: hu? Noo we didn't what happened ?"
Jay: ah...i ...we ..we had a short interruption."*hang up the phone*
He was walking through the house thinking what Bey will do now and if she may come back..what he could when his phone rang..
Bey called...

Who is this?

Next morning.Jay had to leave soon because of a meeting in NYC.
Bey stood in Houston for a couple of days to spend some time with her family..
Back in NYC:
Bey: Jaaay?"
No answer..
Bey: Jay?! Are u home??"
still no answer...so she put her bags on the floor and went through all rooms.
She opened the door of the last room which was the bed room and saw the bed covered with red roses and candles build a small pathway to it.She look through the room and was so amazed..she entered in
Jay was standing next to the bed dressed up...
Bey:Aw omg jay ...why did you do all that??"
Jay: well..i did it for the woman of my life..And i'm so happy you are back home babe."*walking over to her and kisses her*
Bey: OOh me too..kiss me again.."*jay laughes*
Jay: haha u missed my kisses hu?!"*Kisses her again*
Bey: Yes..!"*they kiss very intensive and long..while jay started to undress Bey and himself.
They lay on the bed Jay kisses her on the whole body
Bey: uuuh Jay..i really missed that!"
Jay: Shhh babe just enjoy.."
They were having sex for an hours and after they were finish they stay in the bed to snuggle down in sleep.


The next Morning:
Jay had to leave the house early and Bey had a couple of meetings and interviews so she was also busy..
But she was home sooner than jay..she sat down watching TV when the door bell ring..
She opened it...it was a woman..with a lil kid..
Woman: Hey..is this the house of Shawn Carter?"
Bey: yes...why?"

IF YOU LIKE IT PUT THE RING ON IT

The next morning after Jay asked bey to marry him.Bey woke up turned around to Jay he smiled and kissed her on the cheek.
Bey: Good Morning babe"
Jay: Morning mis Carter..*laughs*"
Bey: OOh that sounds nice but..we aren't married yet!Soo its Miss Knowles..*laughs* And who says that i will take your name ??" *turned around and smiled teasing jay*
Jay: What..Oooh well u don't have to when u don't like my name.."
Bey laughs
Bey: Alright i go take a shower now..and then i think i have to call my family to tel them the big news!"
Jay: You will tell them at the phone?"
Bey: yes i have to tell it them jay.."
Jay: Yes..of course..but not on the phone i think we should fly to Houston!"
Bey: Really?? You don't have to work?!"
Jay: Well...i m the boss so i can choose when i work and if i wanna have some free time with my future wife!"
Bey: aww alright HOV!"*throws up the Roc sign*
Jay and Bey laugh
Bey took a shower and jay packed everything for Houston
Then they flew to Houston..they arrive at the house ...
Kelly opened the door:
Kelly: OOOh shit what are you guys doing here??"*hugs Bey and then Jay*
Bey: we wanted to surprise ya!"
Solo: Who is at the door kelly??"
Kelly: Its JAY and BEY!"
Solo:WHAT?! OOOOH" *she ran to the door to welcome 'em and was super excited
Solo: Why didn't you call?"
Bey: well we wanted to surprise ya ..it wouldn't make sense if we would call !"
Solo: HAHA..oh god i missed you sis!"*hugs her again*
They went in the living room and sat down to talk
Mom.T: Well honey what do you want to tell us?!"
Bey: How did you know mama...!"
Mom.T: You know me babe..i know everything!"*everyone laughed*
Jay. well i think i first have to talk to your mom bey."
Bey: ehm..okay"*was lil confused*
So Jay and Tina went in a other room to talk.
Mom.T: What do you wanna talk about son?"
Jay: Well Miss Tina..I really love your daughter and I really wanna live my life with her forever!
So I wanted to know what you think about married.Because i really wanna get serious with her!"
Mom.T: Wow..at first I really appreciate that you first wanted to talk with me..i think my daughter is very lucky with you..i've never seen her so happy with a man..and *she had to breathe and jay saw that she was becoming emotional* And after Matthews dead i felt very bad cause i couldn't be there for my beyonce like i was supposed to be..and even when i didn't say u that I was very thankful for your help and support!I know my husband wasn't that nice to you..and i am very sorry for that!"
*she started to cry*
Mom.T: But everything was just a little bit stressful and confusing in the family...and i would like to have you in my family forever!"
Jay: Oh mis tina*tina interrupts him*
Mom.T: Please call me Tina!"
Jay: Ok well Tina i am very honored and pleased that you think of me like that!"
Mom.T: Please marry my daughter and make her happy!"
Jay: I will..and i give my best!"
They go back in the living room where the girls were talking and laughing..
but when Tina and Jay came in they stopped and look to them.
Jay: Sooo Bey are you ready?"
Bey knew what he meant and stood up..
Bey: Well guys..we have to tell u something!"
Solo: Are u pregnant??"
Bey: NOO..*laughed* noo I don't make the same mistakes like you sistaa!"*all laughed*
Solo: HAHA very funny..*had to laugh too*
Bey: Soo what i wanted to say..i am going to marry this man next to me.."*You couldn't even understand the last words cause Solo,Kelly and Michelle started to scream and jump around*
Solo: OMG OMG OMG!"
Bey laughed about her girls and Jay was a little overcharged ...
When everyone did calm down they ate and celebrated the big news..
Late in the night Bey and Jay went to bed..
Bey: OOh god my girls are so crazy *laughed*
Jay: yes to much to handle!"*laughed too*
bey: Oh jay what did u talk with my mom?"
Jay: ..Oh nothing..i just wanted her agreement on our marriage!"
Bey: Oh and what did she say?"
Jay: Hmm maybe i'll keep that a secret!"
Bey: OH come on jay..don't teas me u know i hate that!"
Jay. yeah i know...*kissed her*
Bey: tell me..."
Jay: hahha..nope i wont..let us sleep now!"
Bey: OOOOH JAY!"*jay had to laugh*
Jay: Good night miss C"
Bey: ..I hate you!"
Jay: *laughed* I love you too!"

Its over

Bey was still laying in jays arms...she was shaking and freezing Jay hold her very tight..
he kissed her and they sat down on the sofa.

Bey: Jay i was so scared!"
Jay; Its ok babe i am here and its over..the cops have this bastard!"
Bey: yes..oh god..but how did u know i was in danger?"
Jay: Well when i got you sms..which Dave send me..I thought okay..but then i saw on my phone that you called me..and i felt something is wrong!"
Bey: Aw and then u drove home..to rescue me..you are my hero babe!"*they kiss*
Bey and Jay were talking about what did happen and after an hour Bey decide to call her family in Houston and to tell him about Dave.
Solo: Hello?"
Bey. hey its me..."
Solo: BEY hey sis whats your problem hu?"
Bey: My problem?"
Solo: Why are you calling me now?"
Bey: well i wanted to talk with you guys..why?"
Solo:OH you were supposed to call me earlier !"
Bey: OOOh sorry ..!"
Solo: yeah fool..so whats up?"
Bey: No at first u..how are u mom ,John and the Baby?"
Solo: Well everything is good between us..Mom is like a crazy protector for me and my baby..and act like she is pregnant.Me and John are good..he changed a lot!Even if its not his baby he cares and he is so cute and nice to me ..really Bey you would like him now!"
Bey: Aw thats great to know really!"
Solo: So what do u wanna tell us hu?"
Bey: Well there was something ..and someone.."
Solo:What..Who?"
Bey: Dave..."
Solo:Yeah you told me about him and how he feels.."
Bey: Well there is something new.."
Bey told them the whole story and Solange was shocked..she acted like the older sister and was about to freak out..Mom.T was shocked too..she was like Baby are u alright and all..
Solo:OMG i am gonna kill this man..!"
Bey: solo dont be fool thats cute but the cops have him now..and yeah we are save now!"
Solo: Oh god bey are u ok?"
Bey: Yes i am..thanks jay!"
Mom.T:Oh yes please say Jay THANK YOU and he deserves something!He can wish sum from me!"
Bey: aw momma i will tell him..okay i have to go now..love you guys i think i will come to Houston very soon!"
They hang up...

Three weeks later:
Jay and Bey ate dinner  and Jay was acting strange the whole day..
They were sitting on their roof terrace under the sky and the stars...
Jay had decorate everything with rose and candles..it was very romantic
Bey: Aww jay this looks beautiful..but why did u do that?"
Jay: For my girl..just because we had so much stress in the last weeks..and we haven't enough time together!"
Bey: Oh cute babe..soo lets eat!"
Jay: *laughs* hahah thats my girl!"
They ate and had an amazing time together..then suddenly...
Bey. Oh wow this was nice!"
Jay:I have a surprise for you!"
Bey. Oh ..ok..what?"
Jay: Wait here..."
Bey was wondering what will happen now..Jay walked in the house and suddenly she saw a big heart made with lighters in the second half of the roof garden and then she heard nice music ...she was buff..and then Jay came out with a rose..
Bey: OMG jay..."
Jay: Dear Beyonce Giselle Knowles...
We are together now for a very long time...and every day i am with you i feel better..you make me laugh and forget about stress or bad things..you are my girl..you made my life complete ..i knew you are the one when i met you the first time...and damn i am bad at this but Beyonce Giselle knowles..do you wanna live you life with me..? Do you wanna marry me??" Bey was standing there the whole time saying nothing...a tear was falling rolling down her eyes and her smile was more bride then usually..
Bey. yes...*she was whispering* and then she screamed YES YES Shawn Corey Carter I will marry you!"
She walked over to him and jumped in his arms..they kiss for a very long time..
Jay: I love you Beyonce"
Bey: I love you too!"
They kiss...

What to do..?!

Bey tried to step back of Dave but he already grabbed her and wanted to kiss her.Bey slapped him in the face and for one second he was shocked. But then he became angry..
Dave: You don't slap me!"
Bey: Get off from me!!"
Dave: Noo..if u don't let me touch and kiss you ..."
Bey: What..what do you wanna do if i wont let you??!!"
Dave hold her arm very tight and pulled her to him as close at it was possible..Bey tried to get off him he pushed her on the bed and started to undress her.Bey kicked after him and screamed that he should stop. But he doesn't matter and now he put off his pants and wanted to lay on her but she was able to kick him in his face so he was knocked out for some seconds.Bey run out of the room and grabbed the phone...
She called Jay.
But jay ...
"Hello this is the mailbox of Shawn Carter..please.*Dave grabbed her and threw the phone on the floor.
He pushed her against the wall..his nose was bleeding and he was damn angry...he was very violent Bey tried to fight against him she kicked him but he didn't let of her.
Dave: Bey...don't let me do this to you!"
Bey: You are crazy..Dave..*bey was crying*
Dave: We don't have to do this..come with me ..i will love you like you deserve to be loved!!!"
Bey: I would never go with you..you are such a freak."
Dave: I love you..."* he kissed her and touched her ass*
Bey: GOOO OF ME!"
Dave: don' scream.."
Bey: Let me go!YOU ARE HURTING ME!"
Dave: When you stop fighting against me..i stop holding you like that!"
Bey: ok i wont...i will do whatever you want ...but please."
Dave let her go...
Dave: Now go in the bedroom...i will come in a minute."
Bey was on her way to the bedroom when she noticed he wasn't looking after her..and she took the chance to get in the bathroom and to lock the door.
Dave realized what she did and became more angry. He was kicking the door try do get in...
Bey put a chair and a little table in front of the door ...

After 15 minutes Dave gave it up ..Bey heard that he went ..she was sitting on the ground ..crying and didn't know what to do.After an hour she heard that Dave was talking to himself..and then he tried to open the door with a knife.
Bey: Stop Dave..just leave..please let me alone and i wont call the police or tell anybody."
Dave:I wont stop till i get ya!"
Bey started to cry again..she was extremely scared..Then suddenly she heard a big BUM ..and an other voice..a voice which she known to good.
Bey: JAY!"
Jay: You fucking bastard!!What are you doing in my house and with my girl!"
Dave: I ..i did nothing she wanted to fuck me..!"
Jay: GET OUT!The police will do the rest!"
Dave: I hate you Beyonce...you listen your such a bitch!"
Jay punched him very badly..so he started to bleed again..he was laying on the ground pleasing and begging for mercy.
Then Bey heard two men coming in the house it were two police officers who arrested  Dave...She unlocked the door when the police and Dave were gone ..
Bey: OH jay..!" She jumped in his arms and was crying so badly..
Jay just hold her very tight..said nice things  and kissed her ..

Home alone

Bey was wondering:
Bey: who send me this letter..?"
She went back in the house and opened it..
It was from Dave..
"Dear Beyonce, I didn't want to make you angry or do that to you sister.I just wanted to tell you how i feel
and how i think about us.I know u don't feel like me..but maybe you change your opinion one day and u know babe..then i will be there for you!

I love you Beyonce .. Dave"

She looked at the words..like she couldn't believe what she read. She put the letter in a box in her closet and decided not to tell jay about it..cause he would just go crazy for no reason.She didn't want to make a big deal about it and tried to forget it.
She went back in the living room to watch TV again.After an hour she heard something on the door..at first she was scared and thought it could be Dave..but then she realized it mus be jay..she called him.
Bey: Jay? are u that?"
Jay: yeah ..u still awake? I thought you are already  sleeping ."
Bey: I just fell asleep on the couch.How was your day?"
Jay: Oh good..lil stressful but good..and yours did you came up with some great songs?"
Bey: yeah..yes i did."
Jay: Are u ok honey?"
Bey: yes why?"
Jay: I don't know i see it in your eyes something is wrong:"
Bey: Noo ..oh well I'm just a lil stressed ..because of yesterday u know Dave and all."
Jay: Oh don't think about that asshole.Come her babe i missed ya!"
Bey didn't feel good about lying to jay..but she thought it would be better..
Jay pulled her to him very close and they kiss for a while.
Bey: OOh i missed the kisses today!"
Jay laughs and kisses her again
Jay: I missed u and your smile.."
Bey: AW babe*kisses him*"
Jay: ooh i am tired lets go to bed.."
Bey: Alright babe.."
They go to bed and have some quite romantic time till they fell a sleep.

Suddenly in the night Bey woke up cause she heard a bum.Jay was sleeping and snoring very loud.She put on a t-shirt and wanted to go and look what did make the noise.She went trough the kitchen..to the living room and the bathroom..but nothing and nobody was there..so she went back to sleep..
The next morning.
Bey woke up when someone touched her cheek.It was jay he made breakfast for her..
Bey: Aww babe thank u"
Jay: Your welcome..its for my special giirl"
Bey: Are u eating with me?!"
Jay: No i can't i have a meeting..but i will back sooner than yesterday..so maybe we can do something later?"
Bey: Well..okay*sad voice*
Jay: oh Bey dont make this face...i hate when u are sad!"
Bey: I just wanna have some time with you!"
Jay: I try to come home as soon as i can alright?"
Bey: ok..fine..i will be in the studio till 12 and then i hope you will be home honey!"
Jay laughs
Jay: Well that is to early but i try to be home at 3 .."
Bey: hmm..ok.Love you!"
Jay: Love you too"*they kiss and jay leaves the hosue*
After Bey was finish with her breakfast she put on her clothes and went to the studios.
When she came back home she waited for Jay to come home...she was in a  great mood excited for her and jay spending some time together on their own.She wanted to surprise him so she put on her sexy clothes..She heard the door close and was ready to surprise him..
Bey: Hellooo babe..are you home.."
No answer
Bey: Jay??I'm in the bedroom."
The door opened and it wasn't jay who were standing at the door..
It was Dave.
Bey: OMG hwo did you come in??"
Dave: I was already in..aren't u happy to see me?"
Bey: Noo get out my house your such a crazy guy.."
Dave: yeah i am crazy ..crazy in love with you!"
Bey: What are you doing now?"
Dave: I dont know whatever you want to do..!"
Bey: I just want that you leave my house NOW otherwise i'll call the police."
Dave: Why..I just love you..is that a reason you call the cops?"
Bey: OMG.."
Dave was not standing at the door anymore..he slowly walked over to Bey..which become very nervous now.
Bey: Jay..is coming like now..so in your situation i would better leave!"
Dave: oh i dont think he will come.."
Bey: Oh yes he will"
Dave: hmm..when u say that..but why did u send him a message that you still in the studios?"
Bey: WHAT? i didn't..oh Dave you are such an dead man!"
Dave: i did it just for us two"
Bey: When u love me..leave the house now!"
Dave: I will leave..as soon as i get this what i want."
Bey: What do you want??"
Dave smiled and walked over to Bey...
Bey OH NOOO...Don't do it Dave!!"

HELLOOO?!

Jay didn't really think about his next steps..he ran over to them and punched Dave in his face..he was laying on the ground and looked like WTF.
Bey: OMG Dave..what is your problem?!"
Jay:Did you kiss my girl???OH you did.."
Bey: calm down jay.."
Jay: Noo ..get out Dave!"
Dave: I am sorry..i ..i just..my feelings are going crazy right now..i cant really think clear."
Jay: Shut the fuck up and get out of my house!"
Bey: JAY! calm down.And Dave..shut up..and get out"
Dave: Why bey..i mean i am sorry but why are u angry?!"
Bey: Are u kidding me???"
Dave: Noo i could promise i know you feel something for me!"
Bey: Yes i do!! I hate you..i always thought you were a pretty nice guy..but then you slept with my lil sister without having any feelings for her and she is pregnant now..and then u come to me to tell me you love me. AND even that i told you i don't have such feelings for ya u kissed me!"
Jay: Ok Bey..can he just leave now!honestly..if he wont leave i'll punch him again..i am so mad right now!"
Bey: yeah get out of my face Dave."
Dave stood up and walked out of the house.Jay was still very mad about what just did happen and Bey was just a lil confused and shocked .
Bey: OMG what an asshole!"
Jay: OH YEAH!"
Bey: what he did to my sis and all.."
Jay: If i will see him ever again.."
Bey: Oh babe..maan he need help i think."
Jay: what do you wanna help him?"
Bey: No i mean professional help."
Jay: oh yeah right."
Bey: gosh this was to much for me i need to get some sleep."
Jay: ok..but i am still not tired..i'll watch some TV and you can go sleep."
Bey: Ok babe..love ya!"
Jay: Love ya too."
*they kiss and Bey goes to bed while jay is watching TV*
The next morning.Bey didn't sleep well because she had to think of her family and Dave..and of the whole situation right now.
But she had to forget it cause she had to work now.
After she ate a something ..Jay went to his office to work and Bey was about to leave the house too when the phone rang
Bey: Hello?"
Solo: Hey..its me.."
Bey: hey honey..how are u?"
Solo: well ok but i am worrying about Dave..he isn't in Houston and no one know anything about him."
Bey: Well..i do."
Solo: OMG really??Where is he..is he ok?"
Bey: I guess.well noo.."
Solo: What ..can u tell me the whole story please?"
Bey: He was here last night."
Solo:WHAT? he is in New York?"
Bey: i was surprised to."
Then bey told Solo the whole story about Dave..when she was finish Solo didn't say anything.
Bey: Solo??"
Solo: wow...he changed."
Bey: I know..its sad hu?"
Solo: yeah..well it has one positive thing..i don't have to see him again and tell him about the baby..cause he already knows."
Bey: well i still think you two have to talk about the future.."
Solo: yeah..sadly."
Bey: what is with John? are u guys still fine?"
Solo: yes its better than ever."
Bey: ooh thats nice to hear."
Solo: oh really? last time we talked about u said you not really believe him."
Bey: Well that was before i met Dave ..the new Dave."
Solo: ok and now your opinion changed?"
Bey: yeah..i think..well i have to see what the future brings but John is looking good so far."*laughs*
Solo: alright that is really nice to hear sistaa!*laughs*
Bey: Oh shit honey i have to go..i am already an hour late."
Solo: ok bye lovely."
Bey; bye."
They hang up..
Bey leaves the house and is on her way to the studio to write more songs for her new album.
She had a hard working day in the studio..At 8pm she went home..
Jay was still working and Bey made some food to eat and took a shower.
As she was finished she walked through the house just with a towel.
She was walking around and cleaning some stuff..then she sat down on the sofa and watched TV..when suddenly the doorbell rang.
She thought it may be Jay..who forgot his keys..so she went to look after.
When she opened the door..there was nothing.
Just a letter..

Special Guest

Bey: Dave? what are u doing here?"
Dave: Hey..I..have to talk to you."
Bey: Okay come in."
Bey brings Dave in the living room where jay was watching TV.He looked very confused when he saw Dave.
Jay: Hello..who are you?"
Dave: hello i am David..or maybe u know me a Dave.."
Jay was thinking who the hell was Dave..then suddenly it popped in his head and he was looking like WTF are u doing here..
 Jay: So what are you doing here?"
 Dave: I wanted to talk to Bey.."
 Bey: Alright sit down."
 Dave: Well...I know Solange is pregnant.But at first i thought its Johns baby...so i didn't really care..but now i know its mine.."*bey interrupts him*
Bey: but wait how do you know it..did Solo told you?"
Dave: Now she didn't it was John.After Solange told it John  he came to me ..he was really mad and wanted to punch me..He shouted at me like crazy!"
Bey: And he said that Solo is pregnant?"
Dave: I couldn't really understand it cause..he was screaming and talking so fast because he was so mad..but when he was gone i first thought that it couldn't be my baby and so i didn't understand why John was so mad..but then i remembered that i slept with Solange..and it has to be my Baby..and thats why he is so mad."
Bey: Okay and why are you here now?"
Dave: You know me since i was a little kid and I am scared..i am not ready yet to be a father. and i dont know how to react now.And because you are a good listener and all that i thought i could come to you..and also i wanted to say sorry for what i've did to your sister ..in this situation right now..your father died and all that."
Bey: Its ok..well i am pleased that you think about me like that..but i think at first you have to talk to Solange..to make things clear..!"
Dave: Yeah..i know but I'm scared..!"
Bey: well you have to talk..do you still love her?"
Dave: I don't know."
Bey: I mean you have to have some feelings for her when u sleep with her haven't you?"
Dave: well..in this night ...i didn't think about any feelings..!"
Bey: oh man."
Dave: And to be honest..no i dont love her anymore."
Bey: wow she told me something like you were very close and that you are her other half."
Dave: well..maybe she thinks like that..!"
Jay was in the kitchen the whole time listen what they said.
Bey realized that Dave get closer and closer to her..she was very confused and stepped back.
Bey: But why did u sleep with her when u don't have feelings for her?"
Dave: I don't know..men you know."
Bey: Alright...why do you come so close to me hu?!"
Dave: sorry..its just..i..i've missed u ..i didn't see u in Houston for years!"
Bey: Well i was there when my father died..and why are u acting like we were such close friends or sum??"
Dave: To be honest..since i was a little boy..being around you and your sister..i had feelings for you."
Bey: WHAT?Are u kidding me? did u take drugs??"
Dave: Noo..i am not!And hell noo..!"
Bey: alright i think its time for you to go..go look after my sister..i mean its also YOUR baby and talk with her..!"
Dave: yes ma'am!"
Bey: Don't call me like that..wow u changed a lot!"
Dave: I love you.."
Bey: Okay go!"
Jay was wondering what they were talking cause he heard bey talking so loud.He goes to look after them...as he  opened the door to the living room..he was shocked..

Family Support

The next day.It was early in the morning and Bey was awake because she couldn't sleep anymore.
Jay wokes up and realized that Bey isn't laying next to him..he stands up to look after her..

Bey is in the kitchen looking what she could eat..
Jay:Babe why are u awake?Its 6 in the morning..?"
Bey: I no..i couldn't sleep.."
Jay: Because of Solo?"
Bey: yes..its to much right now.."
Jay: come on..go back to sleep.."
Bey: But i cant sleep anymore..u can go back i will eat now."
Jay: But i cant sleep if u aren't next to me babe.*kisses her on the neck*
Bey:Oh babe..i bet u can!"
*jay hugs her very close and kisses her cheek and the neck*
Bey: Jay go sleep.."
Jay acting like he was shocked
Jay:OH u want me to leave..?I show some love and u..tzz"*turns around and goes out of the kitchen*
Bey: JAY..*giggles*Stop acting like you are mad at me."*runs after him and kisses him very long and intensive*
Jay took her back to bed and they sleep till 10.
They woke up cause the phone was ringing.Bey jumped to it to pick it up.
Bey: Hello?"
Mom.T: hey babe .."
Bey: Mom..how are you?"
Mom.T: Did u know that Solange is pregnant?"
Bey:....Yes...but.."
Mom.T: so that was what u didn't wanted to tell me."
Bey: Are u ok?"
Mom.T:I guess..I know Solange didn't wanted that to happen..and at least we cant change it and i will support her."
Bey: Thats good to hear mommy ..cause she was very scared..and to be honest me too. But u know she need the support right now."
Mom.T: I know honey..John was here yesterday night..he said he was very sorry for what he has said and he loves her even if she is pregnant from an other guy."
Bey: Oh wow..and what is Dave saying?Do you know that?"
Mom.T: I don't know but wait Solo is here do you wanna talk with her?"
Bey: yes perfect..Solo?"
Solo: yes hey.."
Bey: I've heard that with John .."
Solo: yes he was very cute..oh god i am so happy bey."
Bey: So everything is good again between u and him?"
Solo:yes he said he want to be a dad for this baby and he want to be a good boyfriend and all"
Bey: Wow but why did he change his opinion so fast?"
Solo:I dont know but whatever he said it and i love him he loves me..we can be a cute lil family."
Bey: uuh.."
Solo:What? u sound so negative.."
Bey: No its just..i don't trust him so much..i think."
Solo: You can trust him bey..really he is a good one."
Bey:Well okay whatever..what is with Dave?
Solo:..Well i still haven't told him yet."
Bey:Do u gonna tell him today?"
Solo: yeah i think."
Bey:Okay ..so u call me later alright?!"
Solo: yes bye bey."
Bey: bye i love u."
They hang up.

Bey told jay everything and after she did it they went out for breakfast.
At afternoon they came back..soon as they closed the door jay started to kiss beys neck..
Bey liked it felt that she wanted more.She turned around and they kissed for a long time ..Jay started to push bey into the bedroom he lays her down on the bed..started to take of her pants ..Bey helped him to take of his clothes and jay kissed her tits and nipples.Then Bey gave jay a condom and after he put it on they started to get deep and romantic..
After 30 mins the were finish..and they lay in the bed ..jay holding bey in his big arms..when jay looked at bey they were smiling.
But suddenly the doorbell rang.They were very confused
Jay:WTF who is this?"
Bey: I'll see.."*she put some clothes on and went to the door*
It was a black man..he had a nervous smile on his face and his brown eyes looked at bey..
Bey: DAVE..?!"

BABY BABY BABY NOOO

After Solange called Bey to tell her that she is pregnant because she slept with her ex Dave things seemed to be very confusing and difficult.
Bey was worrying what her momma is going to say about that.
So Bey called Solange to hear about the news.
Mom.T: Hello?"
Bey: Oh mom..its me bey...ehm is Solo at home?"
Mom.T:no she is gone to John..i guess.Why?"
Bey: Oh nothing i just wanted to talk to her...Nothing important..."
Mom.T: Bey..i hear something is wrong!"
Bey: Mom..just ask Solo okay?"
Mom.T: Bey why are u acting so strange??"
Bey: I..its just i cant tell u that she has to do that!"
Mom.T: Ok..i will..oh she is coming i'll call u back!"
They hang up:
Bey is really nervous how her mom is going to act.
after two hours Solange finally called.She was crying but her voice was strong and clear.
Bey: How was it? how did momma react?"
Solo: She was shocked just like you and then suddenly she walked out of the room...oh god Bey i am feeling so guilty!"
Bey: babe what u have done was kinda stupid ..but it did happen now we can't change it ..wait a few minutes Momma will come back and she knows that u feel that way and that u sorry..but she will be there and in the end I and i bet she too will be excited to have a lil baby in the family.But she needs time hun..everything is still very complicated and stressful after dads death."
Solo: Ok..and i told it John today...!"
Bey: how was it?"
*Solo starts crying..*
Bey: Oh honey so bad??"
Solo: yes..he was very angry.He shouted at me and then he said he don't want me anymore..and i should better go out of his life ..!"
Bey: Wow that are tough words.."
Solo: yes ..I feel like a bitch or sum."
Bey: Oh honey..did he say that?!"
Solo: Noo but ..well yeah kinda..but he is right!"
Bey: NOO way OMG NOO!This lil boy can't call you a bitch!"
Solo: You are cute but..i feel so guilty!"
Bey: Oh girl dont listen to him..I mean i know his feelings are hurt and we have to say that..but that doesn't mean that he can call you like that..but don't take him so seriously ..you say things when u are mad."
Solo: i hope u are right!"
Bey: honey..one question did u tell it Dave yet?"
Solo:No..i am scared..!"
Bey:But u have to..believe me he wont react like John did."
Solo:Bey..i dont know what i should do know.John doesn't want me anymore...and Dave..!"
Bey: But the one question is..who do u love!And who is the one you can imagine a family life together!"
Solo:..Its hard..but in the night where i talked with Dave i felt like wow he is like an other me we were so close."
Bey: BUT?"
Solo:But... John is like the perfect guy for me and oh i really love him..this fight and his words just showed me more."
Bey:So..u want him back even when its Daves son?"
Solo: i think yes..but i have to see how Dave reacts."
Bey: I think u should go now..and how is mom?"
Solo:I'll call u back ok?"
Bey: Okay babe i love u!"
They hang up..
they have talked for three hours..and bey was sitting in the living room the whole time..it was evening already and she was sitting in the darkness..the light goes on and Bey was shocked.
*jay laughs*
Jay. babe u are alright? you are looking like i am a ghost or sum."
Bey: Its juts i have talked with my sis ..and she is in big trouble ..u know the baby thing."
Jay: yeah what is tina saying?"
Bey: She aid nothing..just went out of the room..oh god but i am more worried about Solo and John..!"
Jay: What is with him?"
Bey: He is soo angry and he called her a bitch and all that."
Jay: Well he is hurt .."
Bey: My sis deserves a man who really loves her ..in god and bad times"
Jay: she will find one who is like that."
Bey: I hope i will never ever be in such situation.."
Jay: You wont cause u have me."
They kiss

The Life goes on

Matthews death is now a week ago.
The whole family is in Houston to help them get through the tough time.
While the rest of the family is in the living room and talking,Bey is in her room with Jay.

Jay: Hey babe..are u ok?"
Bey:Its just ..i cant believe it .He is gone..."
Jay:I know babe..I know exactly how u feel!"
Bey: How was it for u when ur dad was gone?"
Jay: We were like best friends and he was my role model..and then he was gone from one day to an other..just gone..!"
Bey:I couldn't tell him the things i wanted to tell him.."
Jay: what do u wanted to tell him?"
Bey: That i love him..and i wanted to thank him for all what he has done for me and the girls."
Jay: Believe me he knew that."
Bey: well..oh jay.."
Jay: I am here baby."
Bey: Jay..i wanna write.."
Jay: okay u can write.."
Bey: like now..can we drive in a studio please?"
Jay: Okay lets go.when this makes u feeling better!"

They drove to a studio where bey had the chance to write all her feelings down.
They came up with a beautiful emotional song.


2 Months later.
The paparazzi and the media went crazy through the time since Matthews death ...But now life seems to be better.

Tina were still sad but she realized that the life needs to go on..just like the rest of the family.
Solange was ready to work on her new album
Kelly stayed in Houston and found new love.
Michelle had new plans for her career and moved to L.A
Beyoncé moved back to hers and Jays apartment ...she also was working on a new album.
Jay realized that Bey is feeling better and so he also get back to work.

It was late in late in the evening when Solange called bey..she was sitting on the couch and watching TV.
Bey: Hello?
Solo:Bey??"*her voice sounds nervous*
Bey: Solange was wrong?"
Solo: Oh bey..i think i did something wrong."
Bey: tell me.:"
Solo: I ..I slept with David."
David was Solanges first love ..but they broke up cause they were to young..after a few years she found some new called John.Everything was good between them..even if Bey was thinking John was stranged but it was Solanges boyfriend..so her choice.
Bey: You cheated on John?Oh how did that happen?"
Solo:I was still said because of Dad and when i met Dave he was so nice to me and ...yeah so it happen."
Bey: Oh honey...!"
Solo:I know..but thats not all..."
Bey: WHy..whats next?"
Solo: I think I am pregnant!"*bey very shocked*
Bey:WHAT?"
Solo: Yes..."
Bey: Oh no girl..how did that happen..i mean didn't ya use a condom?"
Solo: no ..he had no one."
Bey: OMG solange..what does mom say about that?"
Solo: She doesn't know it yet."
Bey: you have to tell her that!"
Solo: yeah i know but..is she gonna kill me?"
Bey: No.i mean she will be very mad and shocked just like me but at least she is mom she will help ya and all."
Solo: ok"
Bey: Dont worry honey..and call me later yeah?"
Solo: Okay i will.."
Bey: did u say it John and Dave?"
Solo: not yet..oh god..i am scared!"
Bey: You know u have to..!"
Solo: yes i know."
Bey: alright I love u"
Solo: I love u too!"
They hang up..
Bey still lil shocked about the big news doesn't realize that Jay came home..
Jay:Babe?"
*no answer*
Jay:Beyonce??Are u here?"
Bey: Oh yeah honey..i am in the living room!"
Jay: *laughs* why so shocked?U know i live here!"
Bey:*giggles* yeah its just..Solange called me.."
Jay: is she ok?"
Bey: yeah..well she is pregnant."
Jay:Oh wow..well done."
Bey: Jay..thats not well done..she is very young and she also slept with her ex boyfriend."
Jay:Oh thats tough.What is her BF thinking of that?"
Bey: I dot know..she didn't talked with him yet."
Jay: and ur mom?"
Bey: we will see..."

What happend?!

Its Christmas time.Beyonce is celebrating it in Houston while Jay is in Brooklyn by his family..but they want to celebrate Christmas together when Bey is back home in NYC.
At Jays moms hous:

momC: Shawn?"
Jay:Yes mom?I am in the bathroom whats the matter?"
MomC:I will cook now and it would be great if u could help me."
Jay: yes mom i will wait a minute."
*Jay goes downstairs in the kitchen to help his mother while his sisters are shopping*
MomC:I have heard that you and mis beyonce ..that things are going strong now."
Jay: Yeah we moved together and our relationship is really good."
MomC:Why didn't u bring her over for Christmas?!I would love to see her."
Jay: She also wanted to have time with her own family ma..but i'll see if we find time to come back to you and than u can see her."
MomC:I hope u will keep her longer than your other girlfriends!Shawn i tell u this one is special.."
Jay: I know ma..u dont have to tell me that..and don't worry..I wanna keep her for ever.Shes my girl..she is the type of woman who i wanna have kids with!"
MomC: Make sure that u treat her good!"
Jay: I will mom i will !"


At Beys family house in Houston:

The whole family is there and Kelly,Tina and Michelle are cooking in the kitchen while Solange and Beyonce decorate the whole house.
Matthew is still working in his office.

Solo:Bey is jay alone in your apartment these days over?"
Bey: Noo he is by his family."
Solo:You know what..i think he is a really good guy!"
Bey: Thank u sweety i think too."*laughs*
Solo:When do u have kids with him???"
Bey: ehm i dont know..i think i am still very young and not sure if i am ready yet to have kids..but someday i will."
Solo:Sometimes i think i am ready to have some kids."
Bey: wow solo do u really mean that?I mean u are REALLY young...wait a couple of years and then u can think about that again."*laughs*
Kelly comes in the living room to tell them that the dinner was finish.
Bey: Oh great I am so hungry!"
Kelly: Me too but we cooked enough i think."
Bey: Are u sure??I mean I could eat that all alone!"*all laugh*
Michelle: Did u call Shawn?"
Bey:No i didn't i will later now i have to eat."
Solo:Mom where is Dad..didn't he wanted to be home as soon as he can?"
Mom.T: Yes babe thats what he told us but right now i am not that sure what we can believe and what not."
Bey: Mom are u ok?Whats wrong with u and Dad?"
Mom.T: Nothing ...don't worry honey..lets eat guy."

After they ate and had a lot of fun.. they began worrying about Matthew he was still not at home.
Bey: shouldn't we call him?"
Solo: yeah lets call him.."
Mom.T: I will call him now."
Mom tina try to call him but his phone was off.
Mom.T: Is phone is not on."
Solo: OOh Momma i am scared..what happend?!"
Bey: Don't be scared solo..i am sure he is on his way and cause he is sitting in the car he didn't wanted to pick up his phone!"
Solo:Hopefully you R right!"

After three hours the doorbell ring.

Solo: That must be dad..i go open it!"
*solo opens the door..there was a police man looking not very happy*
 Cop:Hello is your mom at home?"
Solo: MOMMA."
Mom.T: Good evening sir what can i do for you?"
Cop: So you are Mis Knowles?"
Mom.T: Yes i am..is it about my husband?!"
Cop: Your husband had a car crash..he is in the hospital .."
Mom.T: OMG*shocked*Is he okay?"
Cop: It was a very bad crash..but i don't know much more you have to go in the hospital..i am sorry!"
Mom.T: Alright OMG okay thank you sir."
As she closed the door Solo ran back in the living room and started crying.
Bey: Solo whats wrong?!"
Solo:Daddy is in the hospital!"
*everyone was shocked*
Kelly: What solo can u say that again?!"
Mom.T: He had a car crash..but the cop doesn't quite know if he is fine..i will drive to the hospital now."
*bey started crying*
Michelle: Okay lets go to the hospital!"

They arrive at the hospital Bey and Solo still crying..Kelly and Michelle try to tell them everything gonna be alright..
Mom.T. talked with the doctors and when she turned around to the kids..she started crying and was sitting on the ground.Kelly and Michelle also very sad and crying tried to comfort the three...but they were overcharged and so Kelly call Jay.


Jay sitting in the living room and celebrating Christmas with his whole family.
The phone rang and Jay picked it up..
Jay: Hello?"
kelly:*still crying trying to breath*Jay?...Jay are u there??"
Jay: yeah who is there?"
Kelly: Its me kelly..oh god jay..*started to cry again*
Jay: Kelly whats wrong did something happen? why are u crying?"
Kelly:Yes something happen Jay i am in a hospital and...*couldn't breath**jay interrupts her*
Jay: Where are you???What OMG where is Bey is she okay?"
Kelly: yeah..i mean noo..ah god damn can u just come please?"
Jay: yeah alright i am on my way.."
They hag up.Jay told his family what did happen and booked his next fly to Houston.
As he was sitting in his fly he thought about Beyoncé the whole time..he was praying that nothing bad did happen to her..
He arrived in Houston it was late in the night now..
He took a cap and drove to the hospital where he saw Tina sitting on a chair and talking with michelle..right next to her were Kelly with Solo and Bey..everyone was crying.
As Bey saw Jay she run in his arms and jay hold her very tight.
They sat down and Bey started to tell him that Matthew died in a car crash.
The whole night were they sitting like that in the hospital in the very early morning they drove back home.
When they arrive Jay made sure that Tina lays down in her bed and get some sleep..while Kelly and Michelle bring Solo in her bed and stayed with her Jay took Bey and went in her room.
They lay in her bed and didn't say anything.
When Bey was falling asleep jay wanted to stand up but Bey held him..
Bey: Please don't go ...please..!"
And Jay stayed with her...

SURPRISE

It was December now..that means Jays Bday is about to arrive and Christmas also...
Early in the morning of the 2th December.

Bey: Morning hun."*kisses jay*
Jay: morning babe..how did u sleep?"
Bey: pretty good.But i was thinking how u want to celebrate ur Bday in two days."
Jay:Oh babe..u don't need to do something..i already planed it with Puff."
Bey: OH..so u wanna tell me that u and Diddy already planed ur party and i can't do anything?!"*jealous*
Jay: aw babe..u could send the invites to the people."*laugh*
Bey: HAHA..don't pick on me."*she had to smile*
Jay: Lets go breakfast..and i'll see if I have anything to do for ya."*kisses her*

After the breakfast Jay went into the studio with Ye and Bey called Diddy.
Diddy: Hello?"
Bey:Hey its me B."
Diddy: Oh Bey hey whats up,how are u?"
Bey: I am fine.thanks but i have one question."
Diddy: Alright i am listening."
Bey: I heard u and Jay already planed jays party?!"
Diddy: Well yes we talked about it months ago..and he told me what he wants and I planed everything.Why?"
Bey: oh thats kinda sad..i wanted to do something but now.."
Diddy:*laughs* oh thats why..oh no worry honey i knew that and i thought u could call some people who i haven't calling yet."
Bey: Are u serious?Thats exactly what jay told me to do."*laughs*
Diddy: really? "*laughs*
Bey: u know what..i know something better!"
Diddy:okay great so what is it?"
Bey: i am not gonna tell u that..u will see!"
Diddy: *laughs* alright Bey..so see u then."
Bey: yeah bye."


After Bey called with Diddy she knew exactly what she wanna do for jays bday.
so she called her girls to help her.

Solo: Hello?"
Bey: solo..hey i need ur help..u and kelly and michelle come to NYC right now!"
Solo:okay girl what do u wanna do??"
Bey: I'll explain when ur here."
Solo: your crazy..alright bye."


When the girls arrive in New York Bey already had a plan what to do next.
Bey explained her plan to the girls they start to do anything to make the surprise happen.

At the 4th December morning Bey wakes  jay up with a nice breakfast.

Bey:*singing* Happy birthday to youuuuu happy birthday to uuuuuuu happy biiirthday dear jaaaaayyy happy birthday to uuuu."
Jay:*claps*Oh very nice babe!"*they kiss*
Bey: happy birthday babe..just for you."


When Jay finished his breakfast people called him to say happy birthday..while he was on the phone bey called her girls and asked them if everything what they planed is still working.And it was.
Jay and Bey went out for lunch and after that they getting ready for the party.

Jays party were in a night club in New York...just close friends and not only fames ones were invited.
It was a very nice Party...the people were dancing and when the DJ stopped the Music Bey went on the stage to announce her and Solo,Kellys and Michelles surprise.

Bey: Hello..i am here to show my special surprise for Jay.We..i mean my sisters Solange,Kelly and Michelle worked on it the lat three days.It was a lot of work..and i hope u like it.but enough said..just watch and enjoy."
After she was finish talking a curtain opens and they could see a lil movie of jay with old pics and clips of his younger years...
After that the curtain closed again and Bey,Solo,Kelly and Michelle came on stage to perform a song just for jay..the people were enjoying it..specially Jay.
When they were finish everyone went bananas and Jay walked on the stage and kissed Bey in front of all his guests.
The party went on but Jay and Bey went to a private place where Jay told bey his feelings again.

Jay: Oh babe that was very cool of u!"
Bey: aw thanks..i just felt i have to do something for you..after that what you have done on my birthday!"
Jay: Oh god..this island and the dinner and the party weren't that cool like that what you've did!"
Bey: Aw ur cute..but I had a lot of help!"
Jay: And i have to thank them to."
Bey: Do u enjoy ur party?"
Jay: yeah..its pretty cool."
Bey: Many people..do u know everyone?"
Jay: well..i think not everyone..but u know Diddy..he always has to invite people we don't quite know!"
*they laugh*
Bey: Oh yeah..i know pretty good!"
Jay looks at bey:
Jay:I love you."
Bey: I love you too."
*they kiss*
Bey: i think u need to go back to ur party..they are already missing u."*laughs*
Jay: Well they can wait..I have u..thats all i want!"